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I am so afraid of talking because I am frightened that they will come after me. But I must talk about this because I am constantly haunted by my memories! I just do no want to accept that my father did such a horrible thing and he laughed about killing our favorite goats. I am so glad he is dead.
I am six years old and my sisters and myself got goats so we could name and they were our pets and we loved them. Little did we know that the father would be so disgustingly cruel as to kill all of the goats. I did not want to believe this but my older sister(fleshly) told me this is what our fleshly father did. Then I finally came to realize why I have these memories that I am set in this surrounding with several hooded men and I was forced to drink the goats blood. And That my father was the culprit who used satanic rites. I wondered during my years to go that why would he do this because he was supposed to be one of the "Lattered Day Saints" or Mormons. He never lived that life when he was with my fleshly family!
I am the one who lives in this trance because i cannot cope with what my father did.I am constantly in a numb state. Please don't let it be my real father!
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