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There are so many out there that want me to give them advice and I am not an expert I just know what I have done in my own life! Life brings so much change and we can appreciate that! We keep going forward no matter what!
I do know that no matter how are we all have insecurities. This is simply because we are imperfect and sometimes because our parents were not able to instill this in our hearts. But we cannot blame their action because that is hat they were taught by their parents and they loved their parents so it is a generational thing!
We all feel this way so this will help us all to know we are all in the same boat so to speak No matter who we ARE WE HAVE INSECURITIES! Even the so-called super intelligent people, they have their share but they just do not show it because of their so-called intelligence! But you have to admit it is there! Living in this world would make anyone in their right mind have insecurities. Anyone who does not want to admit this is just lying to themselves and others. Today is my day to volunteer and I find that I get more from giving to others then when I do things for myself. I learn from others and get to share life experiences. It is true what the Bible days that there is more happiness in giving then in receiving! That is so very true and why wouldn't it be because it is God Almighty's words.I will come home joyful after today!
I ask that question to you simply because for some it gives the idea that we should experience everything in life that we can without restraint! However, I must admit it just seems like an excuse to have loose morals and not care about other people's feelings! I do not agree with any of this.
For myself to truly living my life to the full is by first getting to know myself and my abilities and then using them to teach others what I have learned. I want to be a light to others in whatever capacity I can be.This is why I use the picture of a large Lite-house on my first official page of my website.I can teach others about dissociation and other things. This is my calling and this is how I live my life to the full. How about yourself? I always used to wonder what the significant difference from the term "the World" and "The Earth" . I must admit I had so much to learn and so I began with doing research on these topics. I looked up many references but I found the true meaning from God's word the Bible.
The reference to this world means the world alienated from God Almighty! World means mankind's society not the literal earth. So in reality if we accept this as truth then we will understand the true meaning of the word "Earth". God created the earth and all in it! So then there is a wonderful thought if these two words do not mean the same thing then what is the true meaning? As we all know the earth was created by Almighty God and has endured for thousands of years! And because of the first man and woman that was placed on this beautiful earth who rebelled against Almighty God's one command about never partaking from the tree that represented rebellion to God's commands. The whole world of mankind at that time was condemned to sin and imperfect and eventual death! Which exists to this day! Come back and we will learn more! Being genuine means going out of the path that everyone takes just to be accepted in life to others! I do not really care of what others feel about me because it is more important to me to be honest to myself whether others like my words or not!
Life is not worth living if you cannot be true to yourself! There is so many things in this growing world that I do not agree with and will never agree with! How can I be of any true help to others in this world if I am not truthful with myself! I love the fact that I am not in agreement with this world and its teachings. Many say that the United States is a christian Government yet Almighty God tells us all not to kill. It does not say we can kill other people of different nations! Almighty God tells us not to kill and yet this is what the all nations have done over and over throughout history! We must either love our Almighty God and do as he commands us or we cannot call ourselves Christians. I choose to be on God's side and he is the one who created this earth and every human being on the face of it. He gave this earth to mankind to take care of it and in peace produce a true family of mankind that loves each other and will never want to destroy each other! Now you all must realize that these nations on this beautiful earth have lived their lives in rebellion to the command that God made in the beginning, become many and fill the earth with a righteous family! We owe God Almighty so much and he will be our Savior! I have learned in my own life that we all need to know what our lives are all about. I question so many things in life and I am sure you out there do the same thing in your own life. Please do not take someone's words for the truth in life but we need to research everything that others give us in our going through out life
I have been taught so many fallacies in my growing up years simply because my own parents have been taught the same growing up. I cannot-blame my parents because they just taught me what they had learned as children and they innocently believed their parents because they loved them. I hope that you would just take my words and try to live the best you can in reality and ever-lasting love for all-mankind! As a child i wondered why the first day of the first month of a new year was so important to people every where! All I ever saw was much drunkenness and gluttony and immorality on a great scale in life no matter your station it life this is how it affected so many people on this earth. I am grateful that I am such a curious person that I started thinking that there must be an answer for this date to make it seem so profound in so many lives.
According to the New World Encyclopedia the Roman Ruler Julius Caesar established January first as the day which today is called New Year's Day and he established that on 46B.C. his was the day that Romans dedicated to the pagan god Janus. The god of gates, doors and beginnings! I must tell that those who believe in a loving God Almighty should know this Roman's 13:13 says "As in the day time let us walk decently, not in reveries and drunken-bouts not in illicit intercourse and loose conduct, not in strife and jealousies. Also look at 1Peter4:3,4 and also Galatians 5:19-21. God,s word says the truth will set you free thankfully we have choices and free will! Make them count! I know I have only been on his earth for 66 years and in reality that is such a short time compared to mankind's life on this beautiful earth. However as I have said before experience is so very valuable I have experienced loss of my loved ones in such a great amount..
Along with my losses I have learned so many good qualities simply because of my looking into God's word. I never knew how to deal with my anger so I just stuffed it which gave me more suffering. When growing up I was taught that anger was not an acceptable emotion and so I did things to make sure I did not ever get angry! Just like my family I began drinking very early n life to help myself not feel. My parents were not even aware with this. The facts are when my parents invited their Friends to come over and drink, they would always leaves several drinks of alcohol in their beer cans and I would go around finishing their beers unknown to them. This happened very often because when ever we went anywhere as a family there was always alcohol and they would not drink the whole can of beer! So at an early age in my life I was addicted. And I was never aware of this addiction until I turned twenty one years of age and even then I did not recognize my problem. It took several years for me to come to grips with my addiction! I am sure everyone thinks I am anti happy times that so called Christmas brings. As I was growing up there was a real part of me that did not like Christmas simply because in our family no one in our family or our friends gave any mention to the supposed birth of Jesus Christ! All I saw was over indulgence of food and much alcoholic drink and greed. I do not remember any thought of the birth of Jesus Christ. What was so hypocritical to me was the fact that people pinned that name on to the greatest person who ever walked the earth and was willing to go through so much torture and abuse just simply because he loved his heavenly father and he knew the destiny of imperfect man because of Adam and Eve's sinned against their creator.
By Jesus being willing to be transferred into the womb of an imperfect human through holy spirit by his love for his Father, he was able to grow into adulthood and suffered extremely for the love of his heavenly Father and for imperfect mankind. He gave his life for all mankind. I used to believe the story of Christmas until I started doing research and going to encyclopedias and finding out that the date of December 25th was actually the day when the pagans celebrated the birth oi the Sun and of course we know that pagans are against God's teachings. Never in God's word the Bible does it say when Jesus was born or if we were to celebrate this day. If you believe in God's word as the ultimate honored word from Almighty God then you yourself needs to look into these facts. I would not repeat to you anything if I did not know they were facts. I believe in honesty in all things! Please believe this is your choice! |
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