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People who suffer from this diagnosis has many trust issues. I myself can attest to that. I grew up not trusting anyone no matter if they were being truthful with me or not. I could not divulge anything to anyone because of my distrusting everyone. When your own family is your predators or abusers then the trust bond is not there.I learned to stuff many many things in my life and coped by created fractured parts of myself too deal with each trauma. As for true happiness I had none because I could not make strong ties with any individual because of my lack of trust. I would show just a veneer of myself to others no one really got to know me. That shows what a lonely life I led for many years. Building trust is a valuable goal to have and it takes time and effort and showing your vulnerabilities. That was difficult for me.I felt I had to remain strong and stoic.
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