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My name to me anyway reminds me of the twilight and how consuming it can be. I was created when Tamara was married to Charles and she tried so hard to get her in-laws to love her. I came here because the in-laws thought I should be perfect so my name means an angelic name but please believe me I am no angel. I tried so very hard to get their love and acceptance because in their eyes I was the problem in Tamara's marriage. I worked so hard to prove I was perfect so that they would not be so hard on me but you see in reality that no one can be perfect because we were all born in imperfection. This I know to be the truth.
When the in-laws finally came to this realization that putting someone on a pedistool is not proper and it is very hard to live by their own thinking specially for Tamara. Therefore because of them doing that when they realized that Tamara was not perfect they automatically started judging her for everything. No one should be put on a higher level and expected to live through that way. It is impossible even for me!