Before moving from the west coast to the east coast Char would paint seascapes because in my heart I knew I would come to live by the ocean. If you picture something in your mind it will become a reality. I am not part of the body.I am a spiritual entity and therefore I stand far above and gather information from all the others as to what would be the best for them spiritually. I am from France and the very elite and I have many facets so others think I am sophisticated but I am not.
I am a southern Belle and I drink my mint juleps on my veranda. I love wearing long flowing gowns. I present well to others and continue to fool the world as I think I do but it is not true.I am seventy-six years of age and they say I am a beauty but I do not believe that.
I am one of the two core personalities. I am very young because I went into a psychological tunnel at the age of one year simply because of what the mother did to me. I did not come out of this tunnel until we all became co-conscious of each other and this was in the year of 1995.
This is Tamara and I have been around and I am one of the two core personalities. I am much older and I have very high morals. Because I am older then Charlotte I have some experience behind me me which she does not.
This is Dorothy and both myself and Doris are in this together simply because we are so much involved with each other and we are counterparts of two family members. I am the counterpart of Susan the oldest sister or child of Tamara's fleshly family. Doris is the counterpart of Tamara's fleshly mother. Tamara's mother had many problems and I am sure she had a very terrible upbringing. Many times I was the one who took care of her in different ways. I am the oldest and therefore I became the mother in this sick fleshly family. I was expected to take care of the younger ones simply because the mother was gone. Sometimes she was just out drinking. I should not have had that responsibility but I did. Like the oldest sister I began to drink but I waited until I was twenty- one not like Susan who started drinking at the age of twelve. I speak for Doris many times because she wants to be left in the background. Tamara's mother was a severe binge drinker.She did not know how to take care of us. We are sure she did not even want us which was said in many ways.
We are very much alike in some ways but in other important ways we are just the opposite. I came to despise the mother and at the same time Tamara because she was the smallest in the family for twelve years and I had to take care of her.
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