I often wonder why my life has so much to reveal! Simply because I have lived a full life and it is not over with because I am able to share this with you my visitors which mean so much to me. As I work on my recovery I think back in a positive way at my little alters I created and what they went through when in actuality it was myself.
I am to this day so appreciative that I was such a creative person to make my alters come alive and survive for me because I did not have the strength. Back when I was a child no one ever talked about incest and it was never addressed in society so this is why it was swept under the rug so to speak.
It seemed as though I went from one abuser to another without any letup. Looking back I seemed just like a piece of meat to be abused by others that were sick!
My senses are awakened when I am by the ocean.