No matter how many alters you have you are one who has seen way too much trauma and abuse and it should not have happened to you. As I write this I can feel your pain because I have been there and done that as they say but this is nothing to joke about. You have been used and abused and made to feel you did not deserve to be alive much less be loved. You are constantly feeling shame and times of sheer loneliness because how can you talk to anyone. These are secrets you and I have carried for so very long but when will we both stop running from the baggage we carry around. Please it is time to take the baggage out and throw it away because it has nothing to do with who you are from the heart. I am here for you please know you can share anything with me and I will be your confidant forever if that need be. I understand!
It is intense work to do what I am having to do while getting my Book onto Amazon. I find myself learning so much and this is good because I can use these things in my future writings. I have been trying to work on my second Book which is a Psychological Thriller. It is quite different then my first book which of course is a non-fiction. With this second book also I am learning a great deal and things start to going together after I learn the new things I have been able to learn. It is a good thing I can use the left side f my brain really well or I would be in a great deal of trouble. It will be out on Amazon around the first week in December
Life is way too short! have you ever wondered why trees can live thousands of years for man only makes to 80 or 100 years. Now I know that man is an intelligent being and trees are not. Man should live many many more years then one tree. Why do we instead grow old and die. I know we were not meant to do that. What are your thoughts of this subject. I am inviting my visitors to tell me what they think! The discussion is open to all of you!
Now, let say you see a large group of people and the number of them is 57 persons. Now, ask yourself this; "What needs to be done to get this amount of people to agree and to cooperate in order to go on with healing"?
You might think to yourself that this seems quite over whelming and how can it be done? This was the reason Harmony came into the scene. One of the core personalities had the great intelligence of going to a child psychologist. That may seem very odd however, it was the best move to start with. This was wen I lived in Bar Harbor. You have to understand I had created 8 little ones and so the logical answer was to go to a child psychologist. We worked with him for quite a while and eventually was able to integration the little ones.
When Our work was finished with the little ones I decided to do this visual ritual in my mind. I had to make sure that all eight of the little ones were willing and ready to be fully integrated into myself. I pictured a large stalwart tree and then eight of the little ones made a circle around the base of the tree and held hands and if they had something to say before they would be integrated they of course were allowed to do that!
First after this ritual; was over I grieved but then something happened that surprised me so much that I was stunned. I began to feel this surge in my energy and also my outlook. This was a real eye opener!
Have you found this to be true that tomorrow can change things in a minute. Many things in my life has happened to me to make this statement so absolutely true in every way. I feel bombarded in my next step to all the new things I am learning how to do for my Memoir to be gotten on Amazon. I do not like being over whelmed so I just write a list with a few steps I must do first and I go from there.
This way my work just seems so much easier to keep the flow going. I feel I accomplish so much more in such a short time! I do not think I have to be in a hurry because this would only cost me in the long run!
I suppose I should be anxious about my new course in life but I do not feel that way. I feel excited and ready for the new journey. I encourage others to reach out and find a source that will be honest and helpful to you only then will you see that your journey can end up successfully! I hope you will always realize that I am here to help others on their road and I will be honest with you and you can trust me.
My senses are awakened when I am by the ocean.