Have you ever completed a great goal that you wanted to completely accomplish? It is a feeling you can never forget and you should never forget. This is how I have felt about my journey in life. Moments of being stuck in one particular spot that you seem to-get bogged down in. To know that in the past I could never quite feel appreciative that I was where I was in the stream of time. Being weary was all I could feel at that time. Pain was etched in every pore of my body and I had to wear soft material against my skin because it was so painful to the touch I could not let anyone touch me. It is a lonely spot to be at.
Today I give my friends so many hugs and tell them how much I love them and life is so valuable that it brings wonderful tears to me eyes. I am sure you have felt that way before yourself.
I always thought I knew who I was after I integrated but I was so very wrong! Life has a way of turning the direction around even though you may be sure of your own destiny! I should never have stated that I knew my destiny when in reality time has a great way of changing our direction in life My life has taken so many directions. I never know what each day is going to bring. To me that is very exciting not to know about tomorrow! I guess I have a great life not knowing what tomorrow is gong to bring my way!
Have you ever contemplated your journey through life and what is offers you to stop and take a good look at where you have been? Also what you have accomplished in life and what you want to accomplish in the future days to come? Why don't you sit down and do just that you cannot imagine how it will benefit you in the long run. However, when you do this please do not be too hard on yourself if you do not feel you have done what you wanted to do by this time in your life! We can learn a great deal from this if we are kind and gentle with ourselves because no one of us can do things perfectly.
My destiny this moment is very short because my thought processes are very analytical and I am up very late at night simply because my mind will not stop working. I am sure no one is up listening to my words or problems if so I feel sorry that you cannot sleep either. Or maybe you are just better in the night time. Or they call them night owls. We all have inner clocks that guide us through life. At least this is what I believe. I could be wrong. You know I am not perfect! Tomorrow is going to be rough but I will survive.
I was wondering if you have ever looked at your life as a set of stairs? I know it was sound strange but I have always felt that I can compare my life with a progressive staircase with many stairs. As a child I will of course be at the bottom and progressively as goals in my life are met I continue to go up the staircase step by step. The transitioning from one step to another is slow because I am new at this. I love to look at life symbolically! I just would like to know if others have felt this way! Take Crae of yourselves!
Three months ago I was speaking about my destiny as writing my second novel which will be a Psychological Thriller. I thought this was my only destiny. How short sighted I was .As I have so many facets I have many destinies all rolled into one. That makes my life full of new and exciting challenges. I do not think I would enjoy life as much if I did not have challenges.
My volunteering is something I cherish and I will never give up doing no matter what. Being aware of my neighbor's situations that I might be able to help in someone. Being respectful of man's laws in all things. This is very important to me except when those laws go against God's laws then I must give my Creator my support no matter what. I know where my everlasting loyalty belongs. I look forward to every new day and I am so grateful that I can and do feel this way no matter what!
My senses are awakened when I am by the ocean.