No matter how many alters you have you are one who has seen way too much trauma and abuse and it should not have happened to you. As I write this I can feel your pain because I have been there and done that as they say but this is nothing to joke about. You have been used and abused and made to feel you did not deserve to be alive much less be loved. You are constantly feeling shame and times of sheer loneliness because how can you talk to anyone. These are secrets you and I have carried for so very long but when will we both stop running from the baggage we carry around. Please it is time to take the baggage out and throw it away because it has nothing to do with who you are from the heart. I am here for you please know you can share anything with me and I will be your confidant forever if that need be. I understand!
My senses are awakened when I am by the ocean.