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I wanted to get back with all of you because you have been feeding into this page on my website and I do not want to displease you.These two alters were created during my first marriage to Charles simply because I wanted my in-laws to love me and appreciate me. You must know that if I was not perfect everything in my marriage to their son meant I was to blame just as my husband thought. He thought he was never to blame for anything.
He was a misogynist,who is a man who hates women and I am the woman that thought she loved him. For some stupid reason I thought I could help him to love himself when in reality he had no love for himself or anyone else. There was a special book written about these types of men. This is how I came to realize that what was going on in my marriage was actually not my fault but the way my husband manipulated me into believing I was the sole problem of everything.
My two alters that were created to survive for Tamara in this marriage were Twila, and Angelique. Their names says it all. They were both angel type alters.They tried to make it so truthful that Tamara was perfect, however we all must admit that no one is perfect and so both Twila and Angelique failed over time. Both parents of my first husband died being sure that I was the fault for all problems in the marriage.
My two alters tried so very hard but to no avail. I know it sounds horrible but I am glad they are not alive to abuse me anymore. I loved both of them so much and I know that I will see them again in the resurrection on a paradise in the future. Then they will learn the truth and will love me because I tried to love my husband in spite of his faults.