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There were created two alters who were the ones who drank. For many years they were just binge drinkers.They were created during the time that I was married to Charles. Little did I know at the time of getting married to Charles that I married him because (or rather Tammy married Charles)simply because he reminded her of her father. You notice I do not claim being married to him but in reality I was. This is Tamara or Charlotte.
Those two alters were Doris and Dorothy! Doris was the counterpart of my mother who was a binge drinker. She could be a long time without drinking and then something would happen which would send her into drinking for a few days.Doris was different from my mother simply because she was able to be a better mother to her children in different. But she did admit that she emotionally and verbally abused them because this is all she knew. However, that is no excuse and she made amends with her children for this several years later.
The other alter is Dorothy and she is the counterpart of Tamara's oldest Sister. My oldest sister started drinking at the age of 11 years. She got into a lot of legal problems for many years.My sister was not my real sister even though I felt that she was. My mother had been married before she met my father and married him. She then found out that he had been married before so he was a bigamist or at least this is what she said.
I have my own ideas about this. I think that my mother was forced to have sex with her father and she gave birth to my oldest sister. The likeness of my oldest sister and my grandfather is so identical this is all I can think.So there you go and I knew that my oldest sister had different alters and I have known that for many years. I wish she were alive but she died from a heart transplant back in 1992. That was way before I even came to realize I had created all my own alters to cope.