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It all began when I was born. For some stupid reason when I was born the name of the birth certificate was Charlotte Ann. However, once my fleshly mother came home from the hospital she was told her name is Tamara. So this is the beginning of Charlotte never acknowledging her name but another one. So in time things went on and so Tamara became to be.
When Charlotte was a year old her mother masturbated her while she was at her breast and then after feeding her she used her little body to masturbate her own self. So because of this Charlotte went into a mental tunnel for many year. Because she was not old enough to have came to create a formed personality therefore she became shattered.
Tamara the second core alter took over and she was named this because it's meaning came from the stalwart and strong trees the Tamarack. little DID SHE KNOW THAT THIS WAS THE BEST NAME FOR SOMEONE WHO HAD TO SUCCUMB TO DIRE TRAUMA AND ABUSE FOR SEVEN YEARS OF HER LIFE.
Poor little Tamara she started out loving her father so much because he would sit her on his lap and call her beautiful when no one else even took notice of her. She was so manipulated for so long and so wanting to be loved by someone.
I will return with the final alters who need to be known about. Please come back!