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Others in this world need to know that Satanic Ritualistic abuse exists and is more rampant then years ago. It took a very many years for us to want to have memories that this was a fact and especially when it had to do with my life. I came to visual in my flashbacks that there were several dark colored men who tied myself down and I was staked to a cross wise such as legs being spread apart and arms spread completely out as far as they could. I wanted to believe that it was just a fantasy.
I started having flashbacks of men in black and having hoods where I could not see their faces however, I knew that my fleshly Father was the head of this group. My father had gotten me and my sisters each a little goat and we were able to name them whatever we wanted. Later on in adulthood I had many flashbacks about goats being used I was being ritualistically abused. I was staked down and forced to drink goat's blood. I did not want to believe this but after talking to my older sister I came to realize this was the truth and then the flood gates of reality opened up. These are the alters that helped me.
Tabitha was created to be living in a place where the mind could go to rest. She was able to go somewhere else far beyond to not be hurt by this horrible event. She could go away in her mind so easily. Then my other alter was Julianna., if you looked at her her limbs would be twisted and turned in different ways and the torture was so painful. My lovely Jasmine came to the fore when the pain was so extreme that she would take the cores to field of jasmine flowers. The most difficult thing to realize was the fact that it was her father who instigated this ritualistic abuse.
Come back there are still those who needs to be spoken about!