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I believe I have spoken about my large black man who was named TOM. The little ones when they were around loved him very much because he would come and protect them when they were remembering the bad things that they experienced. I named him Tom because both sides of my physical family hated black people and I never understood why I was always so different, but I must say how thankful I am that I am not prejudice about any color. He was in my eyes, my way of rebelling against my crazy family of origin. So every-time I think of Tom and how loving and gentle he was I get the biggest smile on my face even though he is not here anymore. I am thankful he is now a part of me.
Alena was a grown-up female who was the counterpart of my fleshly first husband Charles. The reason she was created if simply because of the filthy names he would call me all the time that even when I finally left him for good Alena was still there to call me the same names. It was like I had never left him at all in some ways.
Miss Frigid was the name for me because when I could not have sex with my husband because of having bad flashbacks and he would take it( SEX) from me and then call me this name. I do believe that is called rape. It happened many times.
Then there was Tommy and he was the male alter who performed sex with Charles when I could not deal with his forcefulness. Thinking back I wonder to myself how Charles would have felt if he knew he was having relations with a male alter instead of me.
One that was the extremely intelligentalter was Thomas. He had total recall, a photographic memory and limitless mind. He was always there when the core alters needed help with business things, whether there were interviews, or appointments or tests to take and more important the management of companies during the life of Tamara. There were three business companies ran by her and her husband and then by herself after she left him. His memory was impeccable.. Then I came to realize it was myself with all this intelligent and I was not a man which in the beginning of life I was told only men had the intelligence. Therefore after that I had no use for Thomas. I am grateful for my intelligence, it came from Almighty God.
Please come back tomorrow for the low down on the rest of our family of alters that used to exist!