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I thought it might be a good idea to tell you about Lucifer. As a child growing up I believe Satan of Lucifer to be very anger and red in color but I did not believe that he was truly red. Most of my family thoughts about Lucifer or Satan or the Devil were that he was red in color carried a pitchfork and was out to kill people! I took on the name for one of my alters because someone needed to carry the great amount of rage I carried in me after all those years. I could have other personalities or alters carry on with life but no one should have to be angry so it was left to Lucifer.
Lucifer was a very valuable alter this is why he stayed around for such a long time. even into my fifties. Lucifer taught me how to filter my rage into creative things and the worst that any of us in this alter family did was to throw old plates to break them or get in the car and go where no one is around and mad sure the windows on the car was rolled up then we took out our screaming until we could not do it anymore. You must know these thing s took place several times but there was never any harm to any human being. I am not that type of person. I love people I even loved my alters. There were times when I felt it was a real tragedy that my alters were going to die. This of course is symbolic.
One thing you must know is that Lucifer taught me how to use words and control in my ridding myself of me rage. We finally had to say good-bye to Lucifer and we appreciated him greatly. Grow is divine!