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I have never had so much rebellion with my alters when I was working on integrating. Havoc was in full bloom and I was trying to stay in control however, there were others that were stronger then myself at that time. Some of the alters would sabotage things that I tried to do to improve my life. The little ones were affected so much worse simply because they were so small. They had deep wounds that took so much time to heal. It was not until I started treating them with respect and love and compassion that they could see they could trust me. This was a trial for some time in our lives. There are so many emotions involved and mental issues it was like I was on a roller coaster ride and I could not get off the ride. So went my life for several years! Hope you come back and visit me again!