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I remember as a child that I trusted everybody. I know that is the way it should be but you must realize that this was not the right way to react. However, as my life went on I realized I could not even trust my own family. I guess I wanted to be loved so desperately that I was blind to so many things!
Then I think to myself that I was just a very little child and I expected too much of myself at that age. My desire to be perfect in a very dysfunction family caused me to view things in a much different way! Of course as a child I honestly thought that what happened to me was my own fault no matter what I did. I could never make anyone stop what they were doing. I learned so early in life to go away in my head and not come back that way I did not have toremeber anything and I could go on with my daily life no matter what.