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I must first apologize to my readers and visitors to my website. There has been some new work done on my website so this is why there has been a delay however, I am back and it is October the time for leaves to turn beautiful colors. The air is crisp and fall is here again!.
Someone asked me the other day if I missed my alters. I guess that took me back in my minds when they were all there and striving to survive through it all. I have been so very busy with my hands in everything that I can do that I have no time to think.I must say I do not miss the mental confusion and being off balance and walking into walls when one alter switched to another. I do not miss the arguing that went on in my head between the alters. I am grateful that I have one set of clothing and there never pops up something strange hanging in my closet. I do not know the amount of money that was actually wasted during those years simply because they did not want to wear my clothes. I do not miss the sleep less nights and the anxiety that kept me from getting dressed some days. I do not miss the days that I was never able to be a productive person because of the severe fear and anxiety that the others held on to. Sometimes some of the things that they did while being around was quite funny and they taught me a great deal about myself as one human being. For that I am grateful and I would not have missed the ride! Hope your ride is exhilarating! I am thankful to be whole.