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My thoughts go to those on the West coast and the many destructive fires that cannot be put out. The many homes and families torn apart. The weather changes in the environment. My take on this is the great amount of pollution from industries and trips to other planets have ruined the ozone and has caused so much tragedy for mankind. This reminds me of the scripture at Jeremiah 10:23 where is says that to man his way does not belong to direct his own feet. In other words we need God's direction.
No matter where you are in life there is always hope even though you believe differently! I know life is so valuable. Virtually in my life there are those who think I am a freak because I had different alters. Ya know what I am absolutely grateful that I know and have known who I am no matter what others think.
I hope you really come to know yourselves n life. I want to thank all of you for listening to me and sharing my life. I have lived with so much hope and love for who I am, It is the greatest thing to be integrated! Others that I know have asked me why I do or say the things I say. I do not mind others questioning me because then everyone will understand what I am about. You know what I think; that life is the greatest gift we can ever have and we should appreciate what we have been given. Life and personality is so wonderful.
Others have questioned me about referring sites that come from pornography companies. My thought here is if some one from these business sites have employees that are wanting information about this diagnosis of what I have been talking about and want to get my take on on what a person with MPD or Dissociative Identity Disorder I will always welcome them. I cannot judge I am sure everyone out there has special reasons to be thankful and have gratitude. I have been doing such meditation on the fact that many who have been sexually abused as child grow up to feel that this is their own value in life. This being the case many turn to prostitution because this is how they have been treated. My heart goes out to those who feel that is their only value. It actually breaks my heart to know that many turn to this course. I am sure that many also do not go this route for their self value is diminished so much because of their history! I guess this is where I am glad that I had created so any personalities to cope with my trauma instead of turning to this form of self-degradation. My coming into the knowledge of God's word helped me to see that I had value as a woman and so this was so comforting to me. Others out there have not had that opportunity and this is sad in itself. Have you ever had early mornings where your mind just does not want to quit so here I am up working on my website. I hope somebody is out there who is awake. Well this is my dilemma. I am thinking about all the work I have to do to get my book on Amazon. This is my new adventure. I have to learn new ways of doing things because I have never worked at this end of the spectrum. I am excited but yet hesitant because I doubt myself in this area at least. It is much easier just to write a book then do this. I am learning fields and with trial and error I will get it done and I will be happy for the new experiences.
I have to apologize for my delay in posting. I have been working to get my book on Amazon with self-publishing and it entails quite a few things and has taken up my time. I am excited about this venture and as soon as it is completed I will let you know. You must be patient because there is a cost to this and since I am on disability it is going to take me longer to do things then the average person who has money. I promise I will be more vigilant to my posting from now on to the best of my ability.
Well, others say that it is good to have a great deal of referring sites. I thought so until I started to realize that more then a few of them are from porno companies. I am thoroughly offended by this type of smut and I was hoping that someone out there could tell me how to get rid of such referring sites. I would like to know how they found my site and if there is anything I can do to get rid of these sites. This world is so sick with its immorality and I hate and loathe it so if someone has any idea how to get rid of I would love to know.
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