I keep thinking of all of you out there and how frightened you must be to become integrated. As I have said before my alters were always my family members and they always helped me no matter what. So you have to understand my own feelings about integration. However, there came a point that my integration would only- be a wonderful reprieve of all the horror I had been up against. Maybe that sounds too drama but that as how I felt in the beginning. At the beginning of my new journey of trying to work on integration I wish I had others out there in the world that could support me and understand when no one else did. It would have been so easy back then but I guess I really needed to learn these things on my own.
I have visited many blogs about MPD or what is called today as Dissociattive Identity Disorder and have found that after a few months they discontinue their blog. I have tried to join such blogs but they do not exist! So here I am telling you that I will not abandon my blogs or my website for any reason because I know in my heart and in my dessertspoonful there are thousands and even more then that who suffer from my diagnosis and I will be there for them no matter what.
I am open to those who are curious and want to learn.