SHATTERED TO THE CORE
AUTHOR: \Memoir Charlotte Ann
This is the story of a woman who after 49 years of life realized she had created 57 alters to cope with severe prolonged trauma that began at the age of one year into adulthood.Then came the journey of getting to know each alter and why they were created. My alter Harmony is the one who built trust with the eight little alters ranging from one year to seven years of age. This seemed like a very daunting task simply because there were 57 alters. How could this be handled and what would the little alters think about integrating! This is also the time in our lives when we found the ocean, oh not that we literally found it but it took on great significance in the healing process. Come share our lives! This is my journey!!!
https://hc.weebly.com/hc/en-us/article_attachments/203664978/Google_Analytics.pngHi, my name is Charlotte Ann, and this is my own biography. I was born on the west coast and my father was a farmer. I went to school and went through three years of college. I studied Behavioral Sciences in 1994 with the emphasis on drug and alcohol addiction. I found it very interesting but soon I became bored and I had no desire to continue. Little did I know but my mind at that time was so fractured that I could not focus on just one subject, my mind was on many different avenues in life. What is so great is I had very good grades while I was there but something kept pushing into my mind that I knew I had to take care of. It was not until about two years later I came to realize I had created 57 alters to cope with severe and prolonged abuse. It was time for me to work on myself and the new members of my inner family of alters!
Life will never be the same. The voices in my head are certainly real and now my journey truly begins. Fear anger, vagueness and anxiety is what I experienced as my alters began to unfold and let me know who they were and why they were created.
At that moment the words stunning, unbelievable, unfathomable, and crippling, and so much more I cannot explain. My six dominant alters came to the fore first. They are part of the older alters in this Multiplicity family! However there came along my "Little ones" eight in count who dealt with the abuse and trauma from the age of one to five years of age.
AS I kept growing in years my alters increased by number from just eight to many more only because of my severe abuse and trauma which was always a part of my life. We felt as if we were sent from one user to the next.
AS you look into this journey you will see how the mind can fracture in so many ways for the core alters of which there are two; both Charlotte and Tamara.
Page 1 Home page
Page 2 Bio, Synopsis and page descriptions!
Page 3 Blog about many subjects!
Page 4 Journal of the little ones
Page 5 Alters between five and ten years of age
Page 6 Teenage alters
Page 7 The older adult alters
page 8 Contact page
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